Mark 8:31-35 (NASB) 31And He began to teach them that the Son of Man must suffer many things and be rejected by the elders and the chief priests and the scribes, and be killed, and after three days rise again. 32And He was stating the matter plainly. And Peter took Him aside and began to rebuke Him. 33But turning around and seeing His disciples, He rebuked Peter and said, "Get behind Me, Satan; for you are not setting your mind on God's interests, but man's." 34And He summoned the crowd with His disciples, and said to them, "If anyone wishes to come after Me, he must deny himself, and take up his cross and follow Me. 35"For whoever wishes to save his life will lose it, but whoever loses his life for My sake and the gospel's will save it.
I just can’t believe it. I just can’t believe that by being kind and serving her I can bring any change in that tyrant I have to call a supervisor. I just can’t believe that I can help best by leaving him alone – then he will really mess up. I wonder. How often does I just can’t believe it keep us from seeing the work of God, deprive us from experiencing the blessings of God, and prevent us from following the lead of God. How often does I just can’t believe it cut us off from God?
It had been an unbelievable three years with Jesus. Things had gone remarkably smoothly. The crowds were astonished at His preaching and so were the disciples. And then there were the miracles, the young boy snatched from death, the folks with failing eyesight who could now see, the stilling of the storm, the feeding of five thousand people. But then Jesus said he must go to Jerusalem and suffer and be put to death. "If anyone wishes to come after Me, he must deny himself, and take up his cross and follow Me.” The disciples just couldn’t believe it. What was He talking about? How were they supposed to deny themselves?
To deny self can happen only when we become aware that there is a conflict between what we want for our life and what God wants. We can deny ourselves only when we become aware that the plans we have made for our life, even the plans we have made for today conflict with God’s plans for us. We can deny ourselves only when we discover that the job we thought we had to have, the success we thought we needed to be happy, the relationship we just could not live without are in conflict with the job, the success, and the relationship God wants to give us. To deny self is based on this kind of awareness.
Once we become aware of the conflict we have a decision to make. If we say yes to God, we begin to sprinkle our days with words of yieldedness to God, as simple as saying “Ok, God. If that is what you want.” To deny self is to make decisions in the face of doubt and uncertainty and in a spirit of trust in God’s sovereign rule. To deny self is an awareness. It is a decision. Beyond the agony of our conflict with God comes the ecstasy of living in the flow of God’s will. Denying self brings peace within.
From a sermon preached by Henry Dobbs Pope March 19, 2000
© Rhonda Hinkle Mitchell Broyles