Psalm 139:1-8, 11-12, 17-18, 23-24 (Good News Translation) Lord, you have examined me and you know me. 2 You know everything I do; from far away you understand all my thoughts. 3 You see me, whether I am working or resting; you know all my actions. 4 Even before I speak, you already know what I will say. 5 You are all around me on every side; you protect me with your power. 6 Your knowledge of me is too deep; it is beyond my understanding. 7 Where could I go to escape from you? Where could I get away from your presence. 8 If I went up to heaven, you would be there; if I lay down in the world of the dead, you would be there. 11 I could ask the darkness to hide me or the light around me to turn into night, 12 but even darkness is not dark for you, and the night is as bright as the day. Darkness and light are the same to you. 17 O God, how difficult I find your thoughts; how many of them there are! 18 If I counted them, they would be more than the grains of sand. When I awake, I am still with you. 23 Examine me, O God, and know my mind; test me, and discover my thoughts. 24 Find out if there is any evil in me and guide me in the everlasting way.
I Corinthians 11:23-28 (NIV) 23 For I received from the Lord what I also passed on to you: The Lord Jesus, on the night he was betrayed, took bread, 24 and when he had given thanks, he broke it and said, “This is my body, which is for you; do this in remembrance of me.” 25 In the same way, after supper he took the cup, saying, “This cup is the new covenant in my blood; do this, whenever you drink it, in remembrance of me.” 26 For whenever you eat this bread and drink this cup, you proclaim the Lord’s death until he comes. 27 So then, whoever eats the bread or drinks the cup of the Lord in an unworthy manner will be guilty of sinning against the body and blood of the Lord. 28 Everyone ought to examine themselves before they eat of the bread and drink from the cup.
Whether we want it or not, whether we like it or not, the Lord knows us inside and out, knows every thought that flits through our minds, knows every step we take, every plan we make, every word we speak. Sometimes that is comforting, sometimes it is frightening, but it is always beyond our comprehension.
There is no way to escape God’s examination of our life. As the Psalmist ponders this fact, his resistance begins to melt away and a sense of wonder and of awe begins to flood into his soul. Desire replaces his hesitancy. And, that is faith and repentance all rolled up into one great commitment – a complete, carefree casting of our life into the hands of God. That is the spirit we are invited to bring to the Communion Table. It is one thing to believe God knows us inside and out, and quite another to desire it, and to seek God’s verdict on our life. When we desire His examination, we are able to accept our sins without self-abasement and our strengths without pride, and we will judge others with the same magnanimous spirit with which God has judged us.
Examine me O God … test me … find out if there is any deceit in me and guide me in the eternal way.
From a sermon preached by Henry Dobbs Pope August 4, 1985
© Rhonda Hinkle Mitchell